Friday, October 24, 2014

Second Job

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Ahlan Wasahlan ya reader....
Apa khabar entay-entay sekalian?...

Eeewaahh...ape kes tetibe rahjin blogging nih? Kreejja sudah say-tel kah? Neehiiii...kuch-Nehi...

Okkkayy...agak merapu di situ. Well kerja mana boleh abis-kan? Kerja..kerja..kerja...dan kerja sampai la menutup mata. Kerja..kerja..kerja..nak bayar hutang! And jangan lupa, kerja ni pun ibadah gak. So kene la kerja Lillahi Ta'ala. Ikhlaskan diri bekerja untuk melaksanakan tanggungjawab yang lain-lain nya. Semoga hidup ini lebih diberkati.

So kerja yang ari tu almost comes to an end. Of course yang bermula pasti akan berakhir. Can't wait. It's been 6 years already since I started working and this is my 2nd company. 3rd company?..Never know. Teeheeee. So far I'm fine here. Now been exposing to other challenging task. It's challenging when you need to be at certain level and able to satisfy people. Part satisfy ni lah yang menguji kesabaran sikit. You need to be calm to gain new knowledge and experience. Maklum lah, susah nak memenuhi kehendak orang yang ade certain level of expectation nih. Tapi Alhamdulillah, once you dapat overcome part ni. You will smile. Berkat kesabaran untuk belajar of course there will be a reward waiting for you. Orang cakap what does not kill you, will make you stronger.

Here I am, stronger a bit then before. Tapi part of me macam serik pun ada. Rasa nak resign, rasa nak jerit kuat-kuat and macam-macam rasa lah. Mix feeling actually. Ooowwhh dear, macam mana lah kalau aku betul-sambung belajar sambil bekerja. Sure tunggang langgang rumah tangga. Mau laki aku amik sorang lagi. *but I know he won't*

Imagine lah hari tu...almost everyday balik kul 10pm. Then balik rumah sambung plak kat rumah sampai subuh. huhuhu. Laundry ke mana, dapur tak berasap, rumah tak bersapu and tak bermop. And macam-macam lah. Aku tengok keadaan rumah pun menangis. Korang tengok, lebih dari ngucap aku rasa.

Eh..ok lah..balik dulu. Nanti sambung kat rumah. *stop at 6pm (23/10/14)*

Bersambung semula (24/10/14)

huhu..semalam dah tak larat nak berblog di rumah.

Pagi-pagi ke tempat client for meeting. Alhamdulillah, mood sume ok. And next week submission.Yeeehhaaa freedoommm...freeeddoomm! I can't wait to finish this. So next week insha-Allah akan bermula la lagi satu chapter. Haaa chapter ape...nanti cerita. Tapi bukan preggy ya.

Dia ala-ala second job gak la. Nak buat biz online, macam orang-orang lain. Tapi time nak berbisnes ni la tetibe plak kroje macam xde besok. Nak market mende-mende pun tak boleh. And lagi satu, kalo nak berbisnes ni, it's something that you have passion doing it. Like my biras, jual toys sebab die have passion ngan toys. Like me??...I dah try a few and my problem is internal things that I cant discuss here. It's not big actually, but with 1 word or 2. Things will be settled. Tak pe...abaikan.

I pernah wat biz babysitter part-time. Duk KL dulu masyukk gak la. 1 day RM100 for 4 hours. Jaga anak expat and anak akak sorang tu. And after kawen, I move to kajang/bangi, takde dah. Maybe first, orang fikir I dah kawen tak ada masa nak jaga anak orang. Sibuk jaga anak sendiri. Second maybe orang fikir bayaran yang I kenakan agak mahal. Actually part kawen tu tak isu pun sebenarnya. My husband ok je kalau nak jaga anak orang. Yes, I have a babies, tapi tu pun bukan isu gak. Sebab budak-budak ni boleh bermain bersama. Part bayaran tu, well you can email and discuss with me. I bukan rigid sangat pun. =D
If ade sesape nak hantar lepas ni, boleh je email.


Now I ade lagi satu part time yang dalam plan I. Since dah ade skill and perlu brush up sikit lagi. I dalam plan nak apply certificate. After dah tauliah nanti baru I gtau. Jeng..jeng..jeng.

Well stay in big city ni, I think ramai je yang wat part time or second job. Tak kisah lah jual online ke, jual barang ke, fotographer ke, it's like a trend. Healthy trend where you turn your hobby into business. This what we called passion. You would not give up and always has plan to expand it. And to partners out there, always support your spouse. Be tolerate and considerate.

So here I would like to wish all the best to people out there who's struggle for their family and for a better life. Hope you all pray for me too! GAMBATE PEOPLE!

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Mummy Bosan!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Lifeee ooo Lifee.....mcm hilang sekejap life aku since involved ngan project. If next tender menang gak, again my life will drift away.

Salam bersiaran at 4.30 am. Masih cuba menyiapkan user manual sebaik mungkin. Hari ni dapat feedback kene tukar-tukar sikit. Terdapat beberapa kesilapan. Ye la kan, wat ikut kepala sendiri. And buat plak time-time 10pm ke atas sampai subuh. Kalau tahajud, takde harapan cenggini. Masya-Allah, lalai nye. Paham-paham je lah kalau wat kerja malam-malam ni, surely tersengguk-sengguk punya. Dah minum kopi pun, mata tu tetap juga layu seperti pintu kedai ditarik-tarik ke bawah.

Actually tak de topik sangat nak blogging. Nak wat review trip-trip lepas tak terbuat-buat lagi. Semua cerita dah basi. Tapi takpe, niat blogging nak simpan kenangan and maklumat serba ringkas sebagai rujukan.

Blog ni pun dah lama tak upgrade. Design pun dah lapok. List of blog pun tak update lagi. Dari dulu kata nak make up blog. Tapi tak terbuat-buat sampai sudah. Oooohhh time management again. Baru nak start wat, mesti ade je yang datang tarik kain. "Miiiii...Miiiiii...ni ni ni", ade je bende nak di tunjuknya. Kang panggil lagi, "mummy,..mummy,..nak air kosong sejuk!". So macam mana nak concentrate? Harapan je lah nak  make up blog. Diri sendiri pun dah tak brapa nak make up!

Now dah nak end of Oct. 8 days left and then November. Hooowaaaa...2015 is around the corner. Apa nak buat in 2015? Again, planning! One of it is to get pregnant for the 3rd time. Daiman Muttaqin pun dah 1 tahun 2 bulan lebih. Okay, I got another 4 months left to think. Tapi if 4 month lagi sempat ke baby 2015? Hew hew hew...

Huurmm kene start replanning balik ni. Apa yang nak di capai next year. Yeaahh, even-though this year tak berapa nak bagus. But I think I am doing fine. Upgrade to a certain level.

I think I have to stop now. Walaupun jari masih lagi nak ketuk-ketuk keyboard, mata dah tak mampu nak tahan. Kepala pun dah macam ikut mata sekali. Tak mampu dah nak bekerjasama dengan otak. Lain kali sambung lagi katanya.

Good Night!

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Zalora Miss Me?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Alohaa...ceyy, macam baru balik dari Hawaii plak...

Salam Blogging Semuaaa...

Bukak email ari ni...and saw and email someone miss me...


Pandai ko ye...time awal-awal bulan, dah dapat gaji..ko miss-miss plak ye.
Saje ler tew menggoda aku time-time gini...
Hmmm 20% ni agak menarik kannnn.....

So korang-korang...pe lagi. Check la email...kot-kot la Zalora miss jugak. Like me!

Jom Shopping~

Sunday, September 14, 2014

It's Happening Again!

Assalamualaik w.b.t,

Again!

Ku baru nak active berblogging semula. Namun apakan daya. Kerja di office bagaikan menimpa-nimpa.

Rumah pun macam tak terurus, ape tah lagi dapur. No operation at all, #FasZKitchenTemporaryClose

Suami and anak-anak sedikit terabai, tapi tetap di beri perhatian sewajarnya.

Cuma satu je yang goyah, masih belum diperbetulkan. Mampu ke tidak, urusan Allah!
Saya tunggu masa yang sesuai.

Aku sendiri pun terasa terabai...
Mandi pun sekadar memenuhi syarat mandi...tapi bukan mandi cowboygirl ya. Cuma tak mampu untuk memberi perhatian yang lebih detail.
Makan pun memang belasah gak, plan tak nak telan nasi. Ku stress maka ku telan juaaa...burrpp!

Lain-lain tu,..macam tongkang lahhh. Rimas sebenarnya...tapi tak mampu lagi nak memberi fokus di rumah. Mungkin setelah selesai kerja ni.

Ni pun berhenti seketika. Rasa nak muntah dah mengadap dokumen yang perlu diperbetulkan. Dah belajar cara-cara membuat paper master/phd (maklumlah user is high educated). Boleh apply kot pas ni......harapan!

OK lah...dah Maghrib. Nak bersiap untuk mende lain plak...before kembali mengadap dokumen ni. Esok mesti kene siap...WAJIB! Tak boleh tidak. Doakan Allah buka pintu hati dia untuk terima semua dokumen-dokumen saya.

10 dokumen dah submit. Ada lagi 7 dokumen masih perlu semakan dan diperbaiki. Berkemungkinan juga akan di suruh untuk semakkan semula.

Ku harap semuanya berakhir pada minggu ini. Doakan...tolong doakan!

Aminnnn~



Friday, September 5, 2014

New Task New Experience

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Hollaa everyone....kembali bersiaran di kaki gunung..Genting tu gunung ke?

Kerja yang tidak kesudahan. Adat ler tew dah keje bawah orang kan...

This time I was assigned to be documenter for 1 gov project. Such a wonderful agak perit experience. But it's good for my career development. Without experience how can we move farther.

Maybe bagi sesetengah orang mende ni tak challenging. But for me as I want to run from my routine doing sales & marketing, agak fun to try something new.

I nak cerita pasal projek ni tak boleh lagi. Tapi ini related dengan BI. Bukan Bahasa Inggeris ye, it's Business Intelligence. Kene tunggu projek ni deployed and Go Live! baru boleh cerita. Well MD pun dah suruh fokus on this as marketing material and later on we'll try to implement to other agencies as well. Sometime sound macam seronok but sometime stress gak nak menghadapi cabaran-cabaran. Tak mengapalah...Kerja Lillahi Ta'ala!

Project kick off since end of May, and I di minta berada di tempat client apabila diperlukan. Dalam bulan 6 tu kira most of my time berada kat tempat client. Started dengan wat minute meeting and Business Requirement Study (BRS). Actually before we officially drill down the requirement, we already had the list of requirement on what they want. Dari sini I mula untuk memahami business requirement diorang. So faham lah beberapa flow of apps yang akan di buat. Tapi ini baru 2nd stages after kick off. 'Kick off' ni bukan hanya term untuk bola sepak je, tapi untuk mulakan projek pun di panggil kick off gak.

Duk pung-pang-pung-pang sampai la weekend lepas kene kerja straight Sabtu, Ahad & Isnin. Sampai kan nak bawak family gi Zoo Negara pun cancel. Tunggu anak buah datang lagi then will treat them something. Sorry ye Danish & Zafran, maklong busy kene kerja adhoc. Insya-Allah datang lagi maklong treat g tempat best-best ye.

Like this everyday..tapi laptop tak blank ye..

Booster...

After finished the process that I'm lazy to share at the moment....
Here I am now in Genting Resort. It's FAT no that fat flabby or something. It's Final Acceptance Test. So here I created a testing script as a guideline for them to test the element.

view from my window...how I wish~

My faveret....Oysterrrrr..kalo ade sashimi lagi best...

Pool Side from my window...

Alhamdulillah~ the project has come to an end. Cuma ada la cikit pembaharuan nak kene wat. Dalam sebulan lagi mungkin deploy and Sign Off! Tapi sebelum tu ada training plak..I will do the training module plak!...Glad~

Can't wait to finish this and meet my boys. Dah promise to spend the weekend with them...
Wait for mummy my darlingsss =)...

bye~